A year ago today, the world stopped turning.
My first (and last) ultrasound.
Suddenly I am "incompatible with life."
Dreams were shattered as a tornado ripped through my heart.
I have no idea where October has gone.
Oh yeah... I forgot that it was a year ago, not just a few days.
I have no idea where the last year has gone.
I still talk to people like September 2008 was only a few weeks ago.
Because it is for me.
The fog that I live in blurs time and space.
No one knows that the world has stopped, frozen in time.
The worst part... today is my Husband's birthday.
How do I make this up to him... ever?
Graduation
1 year ago
3 comments:
A year ago... I'm right behind you. September doesn't feel like yesterday, it feels like today. It all feels that close.
Sending you hugs xx
I am so sorry for your loss. I too, lost our first baby, a girl, (the sex my husband wanted first) on my husband's 28th birthday 9.21.07. Our world was shattered. The year that followed, we lost our second baby, a boy, 9.5.08. This year, 9.4.09 we brought a healthy baby boy into the world! ~Don't lose hope. I know nothing will ever replace the baby you lost, but God does give miracles!
♥
Heather
"I still talk to people like September 2008 was only a few weeks ago. Because it is for me."
These words ripped through me. Because I can relate to them. Because our babies should each have turned one this September. Because I know what it is to lose a year and feel like it has only been days. Sending you prayers for peace and healing.
xx
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